Todayi look in the Mirrorand this is what i Seeall my InsecuritiesStaring back at me.nothing will ever be good enoughnothing will ever work outbecause even if i knowthere is always all this Doubt.i see Desperationi see Panici see Lonelinessi see Doubti see me.
UntitledHe's a hurricaneIn the desert.He brings much need water for lifeBut leave destruction in its wake.This is what you do to meYou bring me comfortYou make me feel secure.Then you leave.You break whats left of my heart.
What Do I Do?Someone help meI'm drowning in emotion.No release.No air.I feel so alone.I have for awhile.Please help me.I dont know where to turn.Its like sitting in a lone chair"In the dark.An empty room likeMy empty heartLovers stop but they never stayThey dont look backAs they drive away."
I Want Everyone To Like Mei want to beWhat everyone needs me to be.I know i disappoint alot of peopleAnd it tears me apart.I want you to like me.I want everyone to like me.If you liked me, maybe you'd stayMaybe then i'd never be alone.
I Was YoungI thought i needed you,That no one would want me the way you do.I prayed you'd never leave,Because you were my everything.But you're gone again,And i've grown up.I dont need you!I never did.You werent my everything.And you never should have been.I dont love you!But really i do.I love you because...You made me grow up.You were there for me like no one has ever been.You were my best friendAnd i love you for that.No one should be your world.They should only be a big part of it.If they are your EVERYTHINGChances are.. Its just infatuation.
Lately I've Been..Lost in a world of hate,I have no where to turn.Living in a home full of hurt,I never feel safe.Loving with a broken heart,I am vulnerable and scared.
Creative Struggle~~~~~~~~My mind breaksbeneath the coversshakingin a cornerlocked in my roomPatiently I waitchewing through a nailFor these words I writeto form or fail~~~~~~~~ - Written by Word of Chen
This Was Funny OnceYou like to think thatyour illness is only you.You like to think thatwhen you're highand chemicals are swimming in your veins,only you experience it.Everything you're ever lovedis turning into everything you've ever hatedbut you don't seem to careas you bring the bottleto your cracked lips.The only thing you're proud ofhas scars decorating her bodyfrom all of her failed attemptsat escaping this hell you've created.You like to thinkyour sickness is only youbut every timethat amber liquid slides down your throat,anybody who cares about youis forced to watch youslowly kill yourself.
swan diveserpent eyes, you stair-step the ladder of my spinewith parched lips and whispered treasures,weaving an enchantment measureddeep like waves across sweat-slicked skin,your breath a gasping, breaking me inwith a grin, you let your knuckles do the talking,walking promises like dogs pulling at the leashavoiding the corner fire hydrants because that's where the town meetsto swap gossip like spitand you can't stand to let your secrets slipso they pool instead at the cornersof your poison-chapped lipswhen i leave for calmer waters and wider lanes,catch your heart as it drops,jot your number on scrap paper,drop my name in the right circle and maybe they'll go 'roundtelling you i risked it all to find myself,a paralyzed swan diving from high spaceson a dare to feel everything except broken...but more likely they'll scoot out their chairs,flip you the bird, and leave without saying anything
Simdi Bir Yerlerde"Gün günden odamın şeklini alıyorum"ŞİMDİ BİR YERLERDEŞimdi bir yerlerde topraklara su döküyor kadınlarŞimdi bir yerlerde ekinler tohumlanıyorSazlıkların orman orman diplerinde karıncalar sevişiyorKumsallarda toprağa değiyor ayGüneşin hatırasına sarılıyorDalgalanıyor kumsalÇoban yıldızı gözlerini yumuyorŞimdi bir yerlerde deniz kokuyorKimsesiz köpekler ayaklarını denize sokuyorMandıralarda peynire, yoğurda ölüyor ineklerÇeltikler, sulak ama yalnız güneş ülkesiDerinlerinde tane tane incilerDerinlerinde yeşillerDerinlerinde bir tok toprakÇeltiklere varamayan sularDoyuruyor karpuzları, buğdayları, günebakanlarıKovana dolar gibiŞehirlere doluşmuş et et kalabalıklarıBu
The Stalker's PathYou allowed my presenceTo be your maladySo fragile in essenceWith vulnerabilityThe last of the lettersHas finally been sentNo newspaper cuttingsJust these feelings to ventAlone in my abodeAt the dining room tableI relinquish romanceTo the realms of fableThe time of no replyHolds sway over my lifeFork for food, spoon for sauceRedundant is my knifeArrogant ignoranceHave you forgot my nameWatch from your widow's walkAs you drench me in shameOut to sea, out of sightYou cast my memoryI'll run aground on the shoresOf your inequity
The Hollow DarkI am stuck on a sinking ship,Unable to get off...No matter which harbor I wind up in,The winds call to me to sail somewhere new;Exploring your forbidden shores,Lost catacombs of the ancients,The epitome of all the morose sadnessesIn each and every darkened world...It had set aflame in meA new leaf, with a new wicked meaning...There is no sympathy, nor any remedyFor shutting down;No great and lost epiphanyDwelling deeply within the psycheOf the Id, that which we all are;Consciousness is greedy,And shallow...Hollow.I can only exist in those shadowed places,In the hidden realms of the subconscious,Hiding and biding my time like a tyrant,Until the day when I am summoned;Only then can I be truly awakened...This world is an illusion;Riddling with filth...And I am thoroughly disgusted...
Vis a VisAt the end of the day,It's just me...Leaning softlyAgainst the page...Crying out with hope;Venting my frustrations,My sadnesses and dreams...Lilting, I hear your voice,Roughly curling around my neckLike a noose,Soul locked in a vice,Heart caught in a snare...No one can compare...And my own voiceC r a c k sEvery time I break inside,When I have to say your nameDevoid of any attachment,We were so devoted;Detached...Running through me,Pouring through you,There is such a stagnant pond;Waters running deepAs strangers surveyingIntoxicating elixirs;Entwined with destiny...Sadnessd i s s o l v e severything;A flashflood cascading through my heart,Breaking down what is left of me,And what I would giveJust to dance once again;But there are no more words to say.Deep down,I am alone...
the reoccurring kindawakeI gasp andclasp youtightyou smile andkiss my eyesand Iawake Igasp andclasp youtightyou smileand kiss my eyesand Iawake I gaspand claspyou tightyou smileand kiss my eyesand I awake.
day eighti. let down your guard i must admit; there is nothing at all that i find more becoming than a subconscious smile, than a door into your thoughts, than a heart free of armour. ii. like what i like i seek a symphony-saturated soul; rasied upon nocturne lullabies i search in every ( suspended ) harmony for someone who's searching, too. i seek a writer, reader, poet; who bleeds in melifluous metaphor and i'll fall so quickly for the wordsmith who crafts his stanzas with an infinity of careiii. cherish love me deeply, hold me; make me believe there's nothing else in the world. let that be enough.
About MeI'm weird.Yes i know.I'm slightly crazy.Its true.I'm super fun.Heck yeah!I'm a good friend.The best ever.I'm a poet.Only if you consider this a poem.